Gilligan's Island would have been sweet without the other castaways.
I have recently found myself in the middle of several confrontations that I in no way instigated or were originally party to. But for some reason, have been encouraged by others to mediate or felt as if I, on my own volition, should do so.
But I am getting away from the topic. I find it odd how unaware some people are of their own life. I feel like I try to be very aware of other's feelings as well as my own idiosyncrasies and faults. I try to make adjustments as I go, realizing that I'm in no way perfect, but at the same time I think I have a pretty good handle of my place, my talents, my downfalls and how much I have to learn.
It just seems as though several people have recently (and I mean as recently as last night) act as if a: no one will know they straight up lie, b: aren't honest with themselves as to their actual abilities, talents and lack thereof. c: refuse to discuss things in a professional and/or friendly manner, but instead choose to throw dramatic fits; cause problems were they do not belong and are only concerned with the present and their own personal agenda.
Although I hate confrontation, I find people who want air their supposed problems in public, rather than discuss the matter with the person at the heart of the issue in private, childish and over dramatic.
Maybe they seek attention for their singular issue in exchange for an examination of their inner selves and what problems they themselves are in control of?
Whatever the case may be, I'd like to untie these knots in my stomach, get some rest and be as involved in my own life as I have been on everyone else's.
Overly verbose and annoyed,
Sin/Michelle










